In the noise, in the middle of the caucophnous words floating from the mixing and mingeling of people are moments, ever so minisucule moment of quiet. It is in those small spaces of time I place myself. And the quiet spaces expands and the noise rolls over me as though there is a focefield that surrounds me. And I find myself in the middle of a dead zone of space, time and quiet.
I wait longer and know You are with me, whispering to me to be still, to let go. If I relax my way into Your presence, You are right there. I can see You, in all Your glory and You smile at me. And it is in this moment I know You will speak to me.
I look at You and I tell You, “You are my God, my Creater, the Lover I have always sought. You complete me and fill the empty spaces of my soul. My search for something more is complete because You are right here, in front of me. And before I can even speak the question I have, You answer me.
Stop watching t.v. and playing card games on your computer – Write. I have words for you to share. Write, or you will find other areas of your life falling apart – because you are avoiding what I want you to do. When you are disobedient in one area of your life, you become disobidient in other areas of your life. Write.
I know this is God. So I write. I turn off the tv, I move away from all of the distracting computer games. I write. And He is right. If I am disobidient to Him in this, I will not be obedient in other areas. I will not be able to partake in the banquet feast He has prepared me.